Tuesday, May 4, 2010

May 4, 2010...he's with her now

"love is a choice, not a feeling, the only feelings there are is lust"

This is for the guy i thought i knew...but i saw him today holding someone else in his arms...i was in so much agony i couldn't even cry...this is for him


your with her tonight.
holding her in her arms.
she is so beautiful.
i knew i never would be good enough for you.
you left me out in the cold...
everything i thought i knew was a lie.
i wonder how many times you have said you love her,
because, i want to compare it to how many times you said you loved me.
tell me why?
why did you leave me?
what did i do?
was the thought of a commitment to me unbearable?
i thought you loved me.
i believed you.
i let you in,
you broke me down.
you stole my heart.
your with her now.
you seem happy.
i still love you.
you know i'm always there.
i will never leave your side...
i'll be down waiting for you,
and when you knocked out by her,
i'll pick up the pieces.
hoping maybe you'll give them to me once again, fully...
but then you get up and hand those pieces of your heart to the next one.
the next fall.
your next everything.




        ~~~lost love